allaboutwomen

I have been pity-partying for too long. Okay, yes, I still feel awful. I feel like I haven't slept well in months, instead of just this week. (Last night I kept waking up thinking I had mini-fingers mixed with useless and grotesquely huge postules of fingers, and then that condition spred to the rest of my body.) Tonight I AM going to get back into the healthy sleep cycle, and then I am going to have a whole some breakfast. Then I am going to scrub my car. Next, I'm going to snack on nuts. Then I am going to go for a really long walk, to jump start endorphines. Then, I'm going to look and see if I have any streanth training scedualed and complete that. Following that, I'm going to have a high-protein lunch. Then I'm going to do my homework. Then I'm going to watch my favorite TV show on DVD, with a measured bowl of dry cereal. Then I'm going to get all my sparking done, with my sparkpoint checklist as my guide. Then I'm going to call my family, while I prepare a nutrious dinner. Then I'm going to shower and wait for my husband to get home.

I wish I had a printer: I'd print this out.

See, this drives people crazy. I enjoy it, personally. But my friends and husband don't see why I have to make lists, and create calculations. It gives me a sense of purpose and accomplishment. I don't have a timeline for all this, and I didn't include stuff like, I have to meet my old supervisor at 4, and I have to get all my old work equipment together before then. It doesn't say I wake up before noon. It doesn't determine when I drink my 8 glasses of water a day. It doesn't include the housework I have to do. So it isn't as anal as it seems. It just gives me an outline of how to feel better.