allaboutwomen

I used to go to bed (when I could sleep well) around 3 AM or 4 AM. For the past few weeks, we've been hitting a little after 5 AM. I'm going to start aiming for 2 AM, because I want to get up shortly after 10 AM to walk to Curves. But, I am so freaking exaughsted. I'm only on to earn some point for today.

I had a bad day at the bank. My online banking lied to me, telling me everything I had deposited had cleared, and I knew I had no withdrawls pending. So, I paid my bills. Only, my paycheck hadn't cleared, so my mortgage didn't go through, and my bank charged me a 35 dollar "didn't go through fee." I put that in quotes because that's not the right term (duh) and I don't know what is. So, I don't even have the right amount to pay the mortgage anymore, because I only had an extra 10 dollars in there, and now I'm 25 dollars short. Urgh. I can't really get mad at my bank too much for telling me to prove it. After all, if somebody came up to you and said, "Your system lied to me, give me money" you wouldn't just hand it over, either. But I thought that what MY computer said would also be what THEIR computer said, so I could just have them print out my statement, and I would say, "Tuh-Dah!" But no, their computer said what ACTUALLY HAPPENED, and it was just my ONLINE banking that said, "Sure! You have money!" And I don't know if I can prove that, it's not like I took a screen shot, I just saved my receipt to my laptop, which is why I didn't print the statements at home, I don't have a printer.

Freaking awesome.

I fell asleep after 6 AM and had planned on awakening at 10 AM, but I said, before I turned off the light, "Not going to happen," so I just woke up with my dear husband, at 12:30. He dropped me off at the bank, I sat down in the chairs waiting my turn to speak with the behind-the-desk representative, and people were just swarming her desk. She said, "let me deal with the people in front of you," and they got all huffy. So, the people in front of me went, and I let the people behind me go first, because if THEY"RE in such a prissy rush, let them go first so I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THEM. I don't want them staring at my head when I'm dealing with something of a sensitive nature. People have NO MANNERS. Wait your bloody turn. Go sit in the chairs like a good citizen. Geez. Besides, aparently they are VERY IMPORTANT PEOPLE WITH VERY IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO AT VERY IMPORTANT PLACES, so let them rush around like they are and have heart attachs. Me, I had nothing real important to do yet, I just wanted to go work out, so it's not like I'm in a hurry, let them pass.

I just really wanted to get toCurves. Most workouts, I dread. I do the warm up, feeling strained just doing that, and then I can only go about ten minutes into the workout before I'm drained and panting, and not even sweating, just out of breath. But with Curves, I can do the whole system in one sitting. I'm a little out of breath, but I can still speak. I sweat, because my body is actually working, not just my heart and lungs. My muscles are tired and tight afterward, but not unmovably sore. I look forward to each day's successful workout. It releases endorphins, which after my sleep and my bank, I craved soooo badly. The entire day, I just kept saying, I want to go to Curves, I want to work out, I want to relieve stress.

Well, okay, today I worked out, did my healthy eating, and got a good portion of sunlight. But I am so tired, I feel...cranky, moody, almost depressed feelings. I'm going to bed.

later,
Marle